Oh how I have neglected my little blog this summer!
It’s been a while, but with the summer winding down and us entering my favorite time of the year, I am vowing to become a better blogger! I think it’s absolutely insane that we are only 4 months away from the start of 2018 (say it again for the people in the back)!! HOW?! This post is not to debate how fast time is going, because that is a lose-lose battle, but oh my god, time is flying!
I often think of time in my age, which shouldn’t surprise anyone I think most people do, but to think that I will never spend another August as a 23 year old is a sobering thought. I’m not going through a crisis, trust me, but it’s kind of a wake up call for me, because I feel like I haven’t done much of anything in my 23 years of existence. I remember my summer as a 16 year old, with the love and loss that went along with it, and thought my life was ending (OH HOW NAIVE!) but this one is a different kind of heart break.
This summer brought with it a lot of good times as well as some which I wish hadn’t happened. A lot of times I will cherish forever, and some that I don’t ever want to remember. I learned more about myself as a person, and did a lot of self-discovery. It sounds cliche and annoying, even to me, but I guess that’s the kind of shit you do when your 23 and trying to figure out who you are.
So, as for now, I vow to try to be the best me that I can be, whether that goes against everything I’ve ever thought, and to challenge myself everyday. I sit here, on the eve of a new month and urge anyone who reads this to do the same. I will get on a better writing schedule, and will hopefully (fingers crossed, really, because LIFE) be more consistent with my posts.
Until next time!